I'm scared...

Where am I at now???

Seldom been here but these past few weeks have been here on a one way ticket...

Everything is dull and dark in this world...

What happened to my world where there were colours and something to reach out to....

Now all I feel when I reach out is air......

Have been drowned in this black hole for so long...

Will I ever reach the bottom so that I fall down to the lowest point in life and stand up and clean off the dust on my pants and start to find a way to climb back up from this dark burrow???

When do you think I'll be able to reach that??? It's like a bottomless pit I just fell into...............

One I don't think I can climb back up without any regrets.....