Wednesday, July 16, 2008

記憶は決して死なない

Today is the secind day of school after a two week long school holiday. And as usual it's very dreading to get up and knowing you have to go to school!! Today all of a sudden I felt so empty! Felt lost and confused!!! You know those days where you just don't know what's wrong with you but you are feeling all upset and down... Yeah, today I felt like trash!!! W came to school today, he has been coming for a few days already.... Dang him, his school only starts in another 1 week time!! HAIH!!!!

Today I had sudden rush of missing things... I missed my best friends and thus I called them using my handphone, thank god I got about hundred dollars credit... :P I missed my methods teacher... god knows why!! I missed going for General Math classes since I trade them in for Biology. I missed my old school!! I missed my KL house!! I missed my grandparents... I missed a hell lot more of stuff!! I can't wait to go back to KL and see all those things I miss!!! I envy W, he can just take a bus ride home just to see the things he miss... it's just an 8 hours ride... If only mine was like that, I would go back every weekend but no mine is a bloody 7 hours long flight!!! If only there was no wings involved!!! I would go home whenever I feel down and needed a place to cheer me up!!!

Nothing happen muched today maybe because I wasn't exactly paying attention!! I so do not want to have another one of those days but they seem to come very often these days maybe it's because Aug is coming.... A lot of things happened in the month AUG!! événements que je manque!! DANG IT!!!! 我想要是愉快的象过去!! i think that's right.. still working on me languages!! Gonna start learning guitar soon, I suppose... ;p CYA!!